Woke up full of anxiety this morning. Not even sure why. Having doubts in the saying Time heals all wounds. But by God’s grace I got through the day, completed some projects and celebrated my son’s birthday. Even got to catch up with my ex wife as she came for his birthday as well. So thankful her and I never really fought through our divorce and were able to create our own parenting plan and make things as easy on the kids as possible. You know it’s all we really have to do…just get along. Coexist in peace without bitterness and anger. I failed at that for years. Always on the defensive even over petty stupid things. I have so many regrets but am so thankful that I am beginning to understand that I am not alone and that God does care. Tomorrow is a new day…supposedly to include actual sunshine.

Lord thank you for a productive day and for your ability to keep nudging me when I feel a decline in my attitude and feelings. I pray I never lose sight of the bigger picture…that this worldly life is but a short journey with a promise of everlasting life in paradise.

Amen