“Jesus you gave me purpose

Jesus you told me I’m worth it”

There is a gift in salvation…I finally opened my eyes. That gift is free to everyone if you just accept it. My whole outlook on life is evolving. My problems are not gone but my problems are no longer beating me down. With God I know I have got this. My family will be happy, my marriage will be renewed and my business will prosper. Most importantly I now understand that this world is only to be a short part of my journey. So much that I am learning seemed so “hollywood” to me at one point because I could not comprehend. Perhaps my need to be entertained all these years are what clouded my perception. God is not dead. Jesus saves and He does not discriminate based on your level of sin and doubt. Open your heart and mind. You will not regret it. If my wife had not gotten fed up with my negative attitude and pushing my stress onto everyone else I never would have sought counseling. I would have never been encouraged to go to church and build a relationship with God and I would have not been worthy for heaven one day. My wife and my pastor led me to safety and Jesus welcomed me with open arms. This morning before work I got on my knees and before I said a word I felt tingling and warmth. It was strange. I asked God for a smooth, productive day. It was just that. The best part of it is there are people out there that have cursed me, degraded me and angered me and those feelings are subsiding. And it feels comforting. I look at those people, literally testing myself by going to their Facebook pages, and I truly just wish them well. I forgive them and hope one day they forgive me and can find such peace.

Lord thank you for a productive day. Thank you for being a beacon when things get dark. Thank you for leading me to the church and with your word. Thank you for working on my heart everyday. Please bless all that read this that they may at the very least be curious and seek you. Amen.