Tonight’s verse. I was actually excited to see the next verse on this app but you can’t see it until a certain time. Literally was refreshing my screen over and over. And again the message is so clear to me now. The struggles over the last couple months. The sorrow through the holidays. We have definitely felt trapped. I know now that God can handle that too. So excited to feel this change. So excited to see some of my kids interested in what is happening to me and seeking the same experience. And most of all I am excited for what Gods presence in my marriage is going to do. I have never felt so much love.

There is no way the beauty of this world and the intricate design of us exists without God. We would be foolish and arrogant to think that we understand all. Seek understanding as I am. You will not regret it.