And again the message is clear. I am not in control. I must trust that God knows what is in my heart and that He will lead me as He knows what is best for me. This is truly a difficult thing to admit when my mind is constantly beating me up to believe that I know. If I truly knew what was best then perhaps I would not be facing the desperate tribulations in front of me. Perhaps I should have realized that voice in my head wasn’t just any voice but the voice of a loving God that knows much more than me. If you are struggling seek comfort, seek answers and trust that our discomforts do not end with us…we are not alone. Pray, pick up a Bible, find a church, seek counsel from a pastor. The resources are there. Trust me I had my doubts and I exhibited much stubbornness. Yes I still hurt, yes my unfortunate personal situation is still tearing me up but my mind is beginning to get some clarity and my heart is starting to calm. And this stubborn broken man is excited to attend church this morning. Additionally I am excited that some of my children will be by my side experiencing the gift of God as well. Have a blessed day and I truly appreciate the kind comments and private messages. We are stronger together in all walks of life.

Lord thank you for another day of life. Another day of opportunity. Bless our community and all those that seek your comfort.

Amen